He says that he doesn't feel it, and I kind of feel like that's my fault. I'm afraid I don't spend enough time with him.
There are a lot of reasons we don't live together yet: I don't have a car, I don't have a job, and living with roommates just makes things difficult. They don't exactly understand that circumstances are different now, and that I need things to be different because of that. So while I want to be there - badly - I also want to wait until we can get a place of our own, where I can do what I need to do without having to fight for it. This is something we're hoping to work toward by the beginning of next year.
Honestly though, I'll probably just move into the apartment before then, because I really want him to be around his baby. Without having to travel all the way across town. And without having a set amount of hours that he can do so. We'll see how everything goes...I'm really torn.
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He's going to be a great dad. And with how happy he is about it, I'm sure he feels it more than he thinks he does.